CAN'T HAVE HIM :(

Tiring day but still Fabulosa. Been with my H.S friends and it was a BANG! Haha. We didn't see each other for about 3 months. We've missed each other SO MUCH. Many of us changed, ESPECIALLY when it comes to our BODY :)) This day's a bit sad because Now, i can really say that i can't have him. He really love his girl. I dont know why i'm still trying even if i know to myself that there would be no chance. Why am i still fighting?. I just wanna say that even if YOU can't be mine, please STAY SWEET AND LOVING AS ALWAYS :(

THERE'S NO USE IN TRYING

And here it's me. This day's A BIG NO-NO :( Wanna cry. He made me Fall again because of the same reason, HIS SWEETNESS. I've moved on for i think 4 months. Since the start of my college life, i forgot all the things related to him and the things that we are able to do together, the sweetness, great laughs, never ending text messages until the wee hours and crying moments. I treated him as my friend nalang, but suddenly, LOVE strikes me again. and unfortunately, with HIM. It started last SEPT. 25 (friday) When he texted me why i didnt come to his school (actually my old school) to get my year book. I told him that i have class so that's why i didnt make it. He texted me this "sayang inaantay pa naman kita dumating" . So i thought, maybe now, He's starting to like me. Many other texts contained really sweet messages. And i can't resist not to get kilig. This guy has a girlfriend and he loves her very much. I dont have a clue if what's his feelings towards me.He told me that "Ganun lang tlaga ako maglambing" so it means that he doesn't like me at all. He's just sweet and nothing more than that. It's hard to accept that even i've exerted a BIG effort just to forget him, i'm here again putting those pieces together, EVEN THERE'S NO USE IN TRYING. I wish that someday i can say to myself that "I'M TOTALLY MOVED ON AND I'M NOT GOING BACK ANYMORE"

-the pieces don't fit anymore-