You are so RANDOOOOM o.o

You make me fall for you
but still......



You make me realize that we aren't meant for each other.
I don't know much about you and you don't know much about me either.
You are one sweet, lovable, ideal guy who made me fall much deeper everyday.
You are not just one person for me coz you were the one who made me whole.
You've been a part of me since you've entered my worthless life.
Many words wud be better to be left unsaid.
I do love you but then you were the one who keeps on pushing me away :(
And i think this love isn't a good idea.
And i guess you aren't really the one for me.


I know you're happy, and i'm happy for you too.
You are one of the BEST
You are the BEST batman in my WORLD :)

Random :O

I choose you but...

I don't know if i love you or this just a weird feeling.
You were the one telling me to forget someone,
you were there everytime i need you,
you were sorry when you need to
you were mad everytime you have to
you were the best guy i've met
you were my knight in shining armor
you were my prince in this fairy tale story.
AND you were inlove, for her you will fight and do everything.

I do wish for a Happily ever after

School <3

Nov. 16, 2009
Start of Classes New bunch of classmates
BSN 1-3
Gonna miss My one and only BSN 1-7 We've been through a lot guys Madami din ang natanggal at umalis ANG SAKLAP!

Ang makalimot Kick out :p Go anatomy, Physio and funda Kaya natin yan dba dba :)
POT ng BSN 1-7 :)

IDRF :((

I'm out of my system

I can't forgive you

I hate you

You're a JERK!

SICK :[[

I'm still sick :[[

Yesterday, I felt a bit weird, My back's aching, i can't breathe normally and when i'm inhaling my chest is aching too. I can't concentrate on my studies. I dont know if i can answer the questions in chem Later. I don't wanna fail. AND especially i don't wanna be out in my course. I just found myself crying last night because i can't take the pain. If this will last upto tom. I'll tell my parents about it. Honestly, i'm afraid to have a check up. What if i have a serious sickness? What'll i do? Gahd :[[ Maybe i'm just over reacting :P I should just pray and i'll be ok. I'll be good tom. i bet :))

Sembreak! Yey. our test later will last for only 1 hour. 4 pm - 5 pm. i promise next sem that i'll study well. i should!! I'm loving nursing now. At first, i really don't wanna take that course. My first choice is fine Arts (even if i'm not good in drawing :P) i'm thinking that all things can be learned :)) right? why i didn't take up fine arts? BECAUSE i know to myself that it's not my field. I'm into helping others specially KIDS :) i love kids. I'm planning to take up Medicine (Pedia) after i finish nursing. But i'm still thinking about it. My dormmates are Med. students (Freshmen) they dont sleep, totally. I dont know if i can do it :))) I love sleeping :DD But in God's time, he'll tell me what to do :) I do love God and He loves me too i'm sure on that :) And YOU he loves you too.

After the test later, my girls are planning to watch FAME :) it's all about dancing. I LOVE DANCING. it's like Step up. I dont know the full details yet. :))

-Chemistry's making me Breathless-
-i love USE SOMEBODY by paramore-

I FOUND SOMETHING

(Stolen) :DD taken by me :)
Nakita ko lang sa mga files ko :DD

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I met him here
I miss this place :(

This time i'm sure of my feelings :)
--more than words--

I still love that little isser dale :)) For that 1 year and 5 months of being special friends, I’ve realized something. I realized that I can't let you go. You've been a part of me, you've played a big part in my life and my 4th year life. after all those Laughs, texts, smiles, cries, jokes, sweet approach &nd the romantic dance last j.s Prom :), how will i forget you? Even if you’re the jerkest person that i know, i still Love you. i love the way you make me smile. the "kulitan" moments with you, the "tinginan" during our Flag ceremony, the "asaran" every recess. Grawr, in short, I'm missing you :(. Everytime i see you, my heart's beating faster and faster. Being inlove with you when i'm still in my 4th year gave me inspiration. My grades got high and WAIT, lemme tell you :)) even the teachers know about our sweet "friendship". they were telling me that we do look more like a couple than you and your Girlfriend :PP [that's why i love our teachers :))))]

but now, you've changed. you're ignoring me, no texts every night, no goodnight, no goodmorning, no hi, no sweet messages, no jokes, everything! (except gm's) -- even you're like that, i'll still be here &nd i'll love you forever. i'll be your guide, i'll be your elenipots. No one could change it--

Our song last J.S :D
--i remembered the time you took my hand. your Hands were cold and shivering--
From that moment, i knew i'm special to you too ;)

Saying I love you
Is not the words want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say,but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

--i miss you much pots co :)--

IBA PALA :))

iba pala pag nakaaway mu si GEYO. nakakatakot :((

Yeah i admit, natakot talaga ko, kasi akala ko matatapos na yung friendship namin dahil lang sa pgiging stupid ko. MY GAHD! d ko makakaya yun, SWEAR! Iba kasi si GEYO eh. Iba sya sa mga lalaki na kilala at nakilala ko. He's one of the Best like my Dad and My Bros :)) I love him as my Bro, Bestie, Boss, Batman &nd Bob Bob :) He knows how to cracks a joke (even if he cracks himself out "sometimes" :P) PEACE GEYO. Anyways, ok nako sa status namin now, He made it clear (not that clear :D) But now i know where to put myself in his life. Nothing much to say. Alam mo na naman halos lahat sakin eh. Si secret Girl mu masyado mo ng tinatago. Sabihin na kasi :)) Yihee.. Kung sino man yun, She's SO LUCKY! as in. SUPAHDUPAH LUCKY :)) like me having GEYO :))

this boy will stick with me through whatever :)

SORRY

I acted like a kid.
I'm stupid.

Hindi ko lam mangyayari if ikaw naman yung mawala sakin.
Masyado akong naging selfish.
Hindi ko manlang naisip yung kalalabasan ng ginawa ko.
Yea i'll accept the fact na Besties lang tayo
Gahd.
sorry geo

:((

MISTAKE

Dapat Hindi ka magpapadala sa Nararamdaman mo
nagsisisi tuloy ako ngayon :((
BAKIT??

ALAM MO NA YUN :(((

-Why did God give us ONLY one heart?
Because the other one was given to someone else,
for us to find-

SUDY.STUDY.STUDY

This week will make me Breathless :))))
WHY??

• monday 10-12 MATH
• tuesday 10-11:30 PSYCH, 2-3 ENGLISH
• thursday 4-5:30 CHEMISTRY!!!!!!
  

thank God exempted ako sa REED. i got 90% average grade last Prelims and Finals :)) i love my self For that :DD I need to study this whole week LALO na sa chemistry.

Uhm halos lahat ng Blogs ko about kay Geo nuh? :)) I dont know. Somebody asked me who's Geo. I answered, "Hindi ko alam" kasi hindi ko naman talaga alam. He has someone and i have mine too. He's my Bestie, Clown &nd BATMAN. Maybe someday i'll be able to know who is he here in my life. For now, we are enjoying each other's company. I love his Bubbly personality, his sweet approach, &nd his pagiging mysterious :P masyadong masikreto.



So the Lion fell inlove with the Lamb :)

JUST GOT HOME

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May nakita akong POT POT store oh :DD
A Tiring 16th day of October :P

i'm loving PLEASE DON'T STOP THE RAIN by james morrison. Nakakainspire :) Napapasmile nga ko niyan eh :))
Parang yung bestie ko si Geo :) Yihee.

-&nd isser? yea i still love him. D co alam. Naguguluhan n ko :((-

"Oh, we're a little closer now In finding what life's all about Yeah, I know you just can't stand it When things don't go your way But we've got no control over what happens anyway"

WASTED!

summer heat yo'!

Geez. Tired o.O

This day's nice but tiring. Why?? At 4:30 a.m i woke to pack my things up. i'm in a hurry coz i might be late. when we're on our way to my dorm, my mom asked me where are my uniforms? CRAP! i forgot it in our house, so we went back to get it. and then we're on our way again when i realized that i forgot my p.e shirt, nstp shirt and some kikay kits :P, GAHD! i cant tell my parents to drive me back home and get my things. they'll be mad :| so i just ignored it. DISMISSAL: i decided to go home and get my things. and now, i'm in our house hahaha :)) We've had a LONG exam in chem. and DARN i didn't study HAHA. i promise to study for the major exam on wednesday. :D

sembreak's getting nearer!! whoo. i love to sleep, sleep, &nd sleep. i feel sad right now and i dont know why. maybe i just feel so exhausted because of what had happened. geez. i wanna dance again!! after i've watched the video of pep squad (ssc-r) in the skechers competition i feel like grooving once more :DD I miss dancing :((


until my next post

-michi eleni-
"and now you're there again making me fall into pieces :(("

GOODMORNING :)

I'm Happy:)

Since i knew you, My morning's always worth living

i cant say that i'm inlove with him. it's hard to let my heart beat for another guy once again. after the pain that i've been through, it's hard to trust and lend my heart to someone that i knew for a couple of weeks plang. i can say that i'm liking him because he's my ideal man. one who's nice, bubbly and someone i can open up and mess up with. He loves someone right now and i'm a bit jealous. She's so lucky. but based on his shoutout, the girl's taken. oh shit such a lucky girl. I WISH I WAS HER. this guy has a good humour, he can make a good conversation GAHD! it's not impossibe for me to fall inlove with him. He's kind of a package deal. You can't ask for more. Been curious bout why do girls can take to cheat on him or make his heart broken. He's such a good guy. He's one of the best. He knows how to respect and love a girl truly. For that couple of weeks, i can say that he is my dream guy nasa kanya na halos lahat. but i should take things one step at a time. No need to grab things that i'm not that sure of immediately. there would be a right time and right place for that. i just wanna tell him that he's doing good and i'm loving his company. After 1 year and 4 months of being broken, he's now here to put those pieces of my heart on their proper places. You'll be my Batman soon :)

i'm better today :) thanks to you.

10-10-09

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ISSER

Christine's birthday was PARTEY! :D


My 10-10-09 was a bang! been with my h.s friends and i love them! they're the best :)) Walang tatalo sa MONICA :D Kaya wag na kayo mangarap HAHA :P

Geo Geo Geo. I'm treating him as one of my closest friend now. Ayaw nia daw ng kuya ko sya kasi his age is not far from my age. He makes me smile everyday, every hour, every minute & everysecond of the day (exagg) HAHAHA No. seriously, ang gaan ng feeling ko sa kanya. parang ang tagal na namin magkakilala. Parang best friend ko na nga sya ee. sna nga best friend ko sya :) I'm glad we've been close for about uhm 1 week hahaah :)) weird o.O

Oh yea naaalala ko nanaman xa :( Geez! no! makikita ko sya sa intrams. pero dapat deadma lang. Say no to no Haha :)) I've been through a lot of pain. Need to start again. and this time HINDI NA KO BABALIK SAYO hahaha :)) Mr. ISSER DALE RED FRANCISCO tandaan mu yan :))



-Michi Eleni B. Camaña
did you ever love someone so much that it made you wanna cry that no matter what he did, you still need him by your side-

HAPPY :)

AND I LOVE THIS NIGHT :D
I felt a bit of hope tonight after having a shocking grade in algebra this morning Haha :DD i need to study this October 19-23 and after that i can PARTEY! Wohooo HAHA!! Our sembreak's long Weee. it'll be oct. 23-nov.16 oh shit, See that?? Hahaha :DD

I'll be enjoying this sembreak :DD we are planning to be out this october yipee :))))) i love it. Where? Hahaha it's a secret :p

Someone's making me smile everyday. His name's Geo. Nothing much to tell bout him for now. I knew him last week (i think). Oh well, HE IS A NICE PERSON. i'm loving his company. Kaya lang he's in the states so, what should i do? Haha. Ok na ko ng ganito lang kami. FRIENDS Lol. and and He's so cute :DD i'll be posting more infos about him, just wait Haha :DD And i'm glad i knew him. yihee. He's the type of guy that you can count on weeee... :) "you just made me smile like this ('___________')" Hahaha

so move people. I love yea :)) until my next post.

CAN'T HAVE HIM :(

Tiring day but still Fabulosa. Been with my H.S friends and it was a BANG! Haha. We didn't see each other for about 3 months. We've missed each other SO MUCH. Many of us changed, ESPECIALLY when it comes to our BODY :)) This day's a bit sad because Now, i can really say that i can't have him. He really love his girl. I dont know why i'm still trying even if i know to myself that there would be no chance. Why am i still fighting?. I just wanna say that even if YOU can't be mine, please STAY SWEET AND LOVING AS ALWAYS :(

THERE'S NO USE IN TRYING

And here it's me. This day's A BIG NO-NO :( Wanna cry. He made me Fall again because of the same reason, HIS SWEETNESS. I've moved on for i think 4 months. Since the start of my college life, i forgot all the things related to him and the things that we are able to do together, the sweetness, great laughs, never ending text messages until the wee hours and crying moments. I treated him as my friend nalang, but suddenly, LOVE strikes me again. and unfortunately, with HIM. It started last SEPT. 25 (friday) When he texted me why i didnt come to his school (actually my old school) to get my year book. I told him that i have class so that's why i didnt make it. He texted me this "sayang inaantay pa naman kita dumating" . So i thought, maybe now, He's starting to like me. Many other texts contained really sweet messages. And i can't resist not to get kilig. This guy has a girlfriend and he loves her very much. I dont have a clue if what's his feelings towards me.He told me that "Ganun lang tlaga ako maglambing" so it means that he doesn't like me at all. He's just sweet and nothing more than that. It's hard to accept that even i've exerted a BIG effort just to forget him, i'm here again putting those pieces together, EVEN THERE'S NO USE IN TRYING. I wish that someday i can say to myself that "I'M TOTALLY MOVED ON AND I'M NOT GOING BACK ANYMORE"

-the pieces don't fit anymore-